Months

Months, i have leave for months. No one will miss my latest post right? Ya! Definitely! Coz no one will know i really own a blog...Ok, I leave, for doing certain things, small stuffs, big stuffs. I knew that i hav to update my blog, but juz... too lazy for it...N now, i start!

Since last post, it has been months. On July, I meet new frens, took part in some activities, i work in a new environment, i learned some knowledge and so on...

First of all, i would like to voice out on my working exp. In Fracor, on July to August, i worked there and earned RM450 monthly. Quite flexible, coz most of the time, i rarely did things there... juz playing wif my netbook, card games... wif Jac and Vero. Oh ya, Fracor is all bout decoration and designation, so it suits my thought. Oh yeah! De salary earned i had bought a NEW camera!! Ixus105s!!!^..^

Alright, at tis period, i joined an activity called "30 hour Famine". It is organised by Lewis n assisted by Marlene hu well-known among models in Msia n Aus! Tis activity is absolutely fun! We had many times of meetings coz i m part of de committee, n so much fun there although we were tiring dead! We opened booth at Parkson, promoting tis activity, even having meeting in "INFINITY" til 2am!!! Moreover, we learned de 30hour Famine's dance (waka waka), through tis activity, we invited artists from KL, Sabah...
Until de activity started, i felt so proud and happy, that tia activity can be done perfectly even we were lack of time. In Indoor, we starved for 30 hours... BUT i ate Kolok Mee in de midnight secretly.. haha!! Well, wif my bro and Roland Pui.
After de activity ended, we had party in Marlene's bf house. His house is incredibly big! Got big pool, a pool table, bit TV, expensive thingy... bla bla bla... De most exciting period was when we were playing by de pool... n Marlene kept on pulling us into de water! Damn it!! haha>_<
Well, tis is how fun we r having... it is so memorable... n actually i could talk more on tat, but juz some of de feeling n thought hav gone due its past in months...

WORKING EXP IN FRACOR

终于是星期六了！！

终于是星期六了！！

我终于能够 UPDATE 我的 BLOG 了^^
Today, i went wif Tracy, Steve, Fui, KeHui, David n ... ...
We ate at Sushi King n we had seen many pretty gals as well^^

After tat, we went for walk at Tanjung...
N we all hav so much fun...
We took photos, we played sand n water... n we were so happy...
Steve n David r gonna back to Sibu tonight, so i hav a bit depressed....

Well anyway, go luck to u all n all de best... bye n see ya^^

22 May 2010 惋惜之后

干！

此时此地，我和她目前的距离应该有100多步吧。。。
而且距离正在拉远。该不该回头呢？
一把干劲，男子汉大丈夫，不应该回头！！！

好吧，就让她走吧。

[怎么样呀？有告白吗？] 姐呵呵笑道。
[告什么白啦？！等一下吼，她不走怎么办呀？] 我笑，但还残留着那股沉重。

Mariah Carey~Bye Bye
。。。 。。。
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye。。。

干！一路上电台播着这首歌。。。超巧的啦！
[看！连电台都不帮你！]姐呵呵笑道。
[。。。。。。]我看着窗外的风景，一幕又一幕地闪过，而窗外的天空，依然的蓝依然的宽阔占据了一架AIR ASIA的存在。

So much things flashed back. Our happy memories, happy moment. Especially your smile, seems like you're not going back, but you will back, and i knew that! But... i just cant... that feeling is so...

Good luck, Michelle...
I will pray for your fortune. =)

惋惜。。。

现在是下午10.37, 距离刚才的伤心沉重的事情有6个句钟了。。。

[总有一天我一定要出一本小说！！多亏谢九把刀的书 ] 我充满信心地说。
[噢也，我也喜欢他的书也！] 她兴奋地说。
[哦哦，打喷嚏, 那些年，我们一起追的女孩是我最爱的了！！] 我表示同意并点个头。
[刚好，我也看了那些书了耶！] 她表示得很有同感。
[哈哈，有一天我也要写属于大家青春时候的书^^]  我坚持地说。
[好啊，我就等着，我也要成为你的第一个读者哦。] 她笑着说，我知道。。。
[哈哈，那一定的了！！现在的我可是充满着信心地说！！] 被她这样说，我的坚持更加地被肯定。
[哈哈，那好啊！！那我要等多久呀？。。。  。。。还有，要。。。跟我说再见吗？] 她。。。好像很期待着。
[！！！] 我被她那句话吓着无法发出声音！！顿时觉得很惊讶。。。
[4.10pm 的航班。]
[你要去哪里？！！！]


[为什么？ 几时会回来？] 我表示着不赞同她的决定，至于几时会回来，才是再能再次轻轻地抚摸她的头的问题。。。
[在那读书啦！九月会回来的啦 ^^]
[当个老师吗？你单独去吗？] 我开始当心她的安危，毕竟她是我最关心的人，毕竟她对哪根本人不熟，地不熟，毕竟每个人需要有个重要的人身边伴陪，还有，毕竟是她距继让我爱她，的人。
[不了，我会在Tarc 读 quantity survey，如果中了maktab，就会直接去。对了，我是单独的。。。]
[Quantity survey？！！单独啊？！很危险的耶！]

之后我就打给了她。

[哈咯，知道我是谁吗？] 我问得很废。
[呃。。。国扬吗？] 她答道。
[哈哈，对啦^^ ] 我装得很轻松。
[为什么那么突然？] 我着急地问。
[这个决定也是很突然的。]
[你自己决定的吗？还是你父母决定的啊？] 希望这个决定不是她决定的。
[呃。。。他们决定的啦。]
[那你对这科有兴趣吗？] 希望她不是很有兴趣。
[有哇。] 她在微笑，我能感觉到。
[那你在哪怎么办呀？曾经去过那吗？有亲人在哪吗？] 我开始问东问西了，但我不管了。
[我表姐在哪呀。干吗啦？舍不得吗？]

突然有个画面，她。。。把头摆向左边，随着一撮小马尾也摆动，小吐舌头。^^

[。。。对呀， 舍不得耶。] 我的心很沉重。
[。。。   。。。]
[你男朋友呢？有在哪吗？] 我终于说出这如此自我伤害的话了，不过好希望他能在哪守护着她。
[他不在哪。]
[没关系的啦，我会好好的^^] 我知道她不想让我担心。
[。。。   。。。] 我还停留在我刚刚所说的话的气氛里。
[记得三餐都要吃哦！运动也要常做哦！] 干！我开始语无伦次了。
[会的啦^^]
[那你住哪里啊？] 我很担心。。。
[可能住我表姐朋友那里吧。也有可能和伟涵一起住在公寓里。。。] 干！我开始更为她担心耶，可恶！！
[你要小心哦！！] 我很沉，好像我们之间的对话要接近尾声了。
[嗯。]
[那你住在哪一带呀？接近哪里？] 我转移话题，不想把场面变得那么尴尬。
[Petaling Jaya。]
[可以去云顶玩耶！嘻嘻] 搞屁呀！要她迷路哦！我开始乱乱说话了。
[。。。   。。。]
[有人去机场送你吗？]
[没耶，只是我父母而已^^]
[需要我送你吗？] 现在我还是那么爱面子，明知道她一定会说出什么样的答案了，干！白痴噢！
[不必了，不必弄到那么麻烦啦！] 我不知道，她，希望我来送她吗。。。
[当然啦，你怎么好意思麻烦到我嘛。] 我知道她是这么一种人，不喜欢打扰他人。
[那你现在在路上吗？] 我超想送她的。
[对呀。]
[一路顺风哦！^^]我再补一句，希望对话不要那么快完。
[半路失踪吗？嘻嘻]  她笑着。而我呢，被她的笑声，弯了下嘴角。
[没有啦！我哪有那么坏啦！] 我低下头，很沉，如一亿斤的石头压在我心口上。
[。。。   。。。]
[。。。好了啦，无聊时可以拨电给我，好吗？] 我要被她肯定，就算我在她心中也占有小小的地位。
[好啦！] 我好开心。
[别忘了我咯！] 心里一边想着还有什么话可以说。
[当然咯！^^]
[好了啦，就酱子。] 真的很舍不得。没办法，我的紧张使我的脑袋无发在思考。
[。。。   。。。] 停顿了好一阵子，真的很不想说再见。
[掰掰。]
[掰掰。]
  
现在是3.15pm。。。
我的心情忐忑不安，真想见她一面。平时不珍惜，离开了才来惋惜。。。 我真的是个傻子。。。
干！七剑，看来是没心情看下去了。
到底是去？！还是不去呀？！我真的是个大白烂吧，要是她男友，早就当个跟屁虫了啦。又不是没车！对吼，没车耶！


[喂！你几点回来呀？] 我拨给我姐。
[干嘛啦？]
[快回来！我要去机场！]
[冲虾？]
[馨萍她要去KL了，现在在机场，我要去送她。]
[OKOK，on de way!]


[你先下车，我在前面等你。]
[OKAY!]


好多人，怎么办？
我呼吸急促走进了人潮，原地转身寻找你的影子。
[没！]
干！登入处也没！
我手中握紧手机，伐快的脚步随着红色手机吊饰向前向后摆动着。
希望能够听到“周杰倫-園游會”的铃声响起。
[没有！]
不时还回到原点，深怕你被遺忘。
我跑上电梯， 深深希望一跑上去，你就在眼前，
但。。。

[喂？]
[你看出来好吗 ？] 好小，我看不清楚你的表情，不晓得你看到我时，那惊讶的表情，时有多开心的。。。就如你看不到我那幸福的表情。

好希望你慌亂的模樣，我能微笑安靜欣賞。

[嘿！] 他挥挥手。
我好开心。冷空氣跟琉璃在很有透明感，像我的思念被你看穿。
[你可以过来一下吗？] 我深深希望着。
[好像是不能耶。] 把头转回去。
[真的不能吗？] 我很伤感。
[。。。   。。。]
[好吧！要常打电话给我咯。] 我不勉强。
[好呀！]
[一路顺风哦！] 我舍不得。
[嗯。]
[掰掰] 多希望話題不斷永不打烊。
[掰掰] ^^

你的臉沒有化妝我卻瘋狂愛上    思念跟影子在顿时一起被拉長；
薄荷色草地芬芳像風沒有形狀    我卻能夠牢記你的氣質跟臉龐。

该走了吗？

该走了吧？！！

好吧！

Status update 2~

Hihi, its hav been a while i din drop anythings here oredi..haha^^

well, 2 status hav not update yet, i m gonna write de third one... stupid line...
Recently, i worked, in Fracor... So bored there, but there are so much things nid to learn so that i can independant there when i m alone...
I read there, played cards there, jalan jalan, memorized de price, n draw... tat's it my life in Fracor...
Mon to Fri, 1pm to 10pm.... well, tat's all =.=

Hahaha, a few days ago, i drank Carlsberg and i felt totally confident while i m on the stage, cool... but i felt dizzy after that, juz 2 gulps and i felt like tat.. haiz...
Well, tat's a good new for me too coz alcohol is bad for health^.^

Oh ya, i used to know Kokoberry's gals so well oredi... oh yes, haha, teehee...LOL~

Okay lah, tat's all for me today... n still await for my wireless modem n mini labtop>.<

Written on 15 May 2010, juz write n not yet post...
Have a great day^.^

COWARD!!

On 16 April of 2010, morning... In business communication class, Leslie din come because of certain reason, so Peter take over his time...
Well, he asked us to do a short brief presentation, i m damned nervous tat time... but no choice.. i nid to do it..
Do u know wat hav i did? I felt so shame n regret... My hand was shaking when i m holding a paper, i read de words on my paper totally followed, my tone tat coming from my mouth was up n down...
HAIZ... so sad n disappointed, its difference than the first presentation, i don know why..

Eveone has done it so well with no sense of nervousity... i guessed i m de worst one!!
WHY? wjile i m bathing after i m back from IBS, i tried to think back wat i hav said tat time, wat hav i did tat time, well, i did it badly...
REASON 1: I don really get wat tat topic( Volcanism of Iceland ) is about.
REASON 2: I m not prepared.
REASON 3: I don hav much experience.

I m moody now, i wanted to be de best one, but its so hard...
Hopefully i get de courage wat i wan...

Status update 1~

Halo eveone^^ I m back...

N now i m gonna update my status in blog, so... erm... its hav been a long ways since de previous blogger status...

Well, recently i hav been a while in IBS, truly, de teachers r so so boring, but sometimes i get somethings useful from them la... actually most of de times they r talking nonsense, even though i din attend their class, i gurantee i can get high performance too^^
For example, Malaysian Studies teacher only knows to play joke in de class, make de class is full of laughter, but she hav make it... n i don think its funny, so i din laugh :p U can say i m too serious... yes i m coz my future is carry weight more than evethings... Bsides, she WILL used up first half an hour b4 she started her lesson too>.<
Oh ya, Entensive teacher is so great, she is Singaporean n she is a proffesional, no lie^^ Her name is Madam George XD

By de way, i hav successful known a few gals in Kokoberry, they r damn cute n pretty XD... N i m so proud of myself tat i get used to know them now... Evetime when i visited Kokoberry, i talked to them, so some teenage boy customers... i mean i could see de jealosy in their eyes.. haha XD
First of all, i fall in luv in her( one of them ), i mean de cute one... haha... but i realized tat i hav no ability to feed her..haiz.. sad sad...

Furthermore, i m looking a job too... coz recently i m running out of cash... besides, there r some improvement in pool too ^_^

Here goes for me, work it out, Looleo^^
N see ya :)