So still, I love u...

CHORUS:
Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too...

Third day of working, still...so tiring n my legs is getting more serious then bfore...
but i cant stop it right now coz i muz succeed...
ok, on my break time, i visited her, she worked in Kokoberry, there was so hot, for me i think tat coz juz right aside there was a muffin baker...
I m so scare tat she sicked...
In de previous blog, i used to write tat i hated her so much... but once i saw her, i smiled... tat's auto reaction...i dono y n wat had happened to me...
May be i fall in love wif her in second time XD
Well, first i loved her, second i hated her n third, i loved her again...
wat should i do? she has boyfriend oredi, n i m afraid tat i will become third person...
I juz cant stop being love her...

2010~

On 31 Dis 2009 night, there were many activities organized in several malls...
Lion dance, dancing n singing competition... n so on..
Eveyone was very happy on celebrating their new year came...while i, felt a bit sad tat everythings were go in flash..haiz...
well, i should be happy, New Year Prosperity^^
2day is my second day of working as well^^ still... so tiring...
but no one understand T.T...
All wat can i say is... Happy New Year 2010!!!^^
Wish all my frens, family, n my love oneXD can hav a perfect health, earn more money, flying colour in their education^^

First working experience~

On 30 of Dis 2009, 2009 omos end...but my life is still going on^^
well, today is a unlucky day for me as well... tat i hav been scold Tan( secretory ) coz i read Pokemon comic books once i started work there in half an hour XD
Oh ya, i work in Popular which located in Parkson... n my post is arranging de books in English department...
quite free... but i juz cant to stand right there coz de boss will scold... n i started to hate tat boss..ISH!!!
First day of working, i made new frens.. most of them are Malay n girls ....LOL...dono y... n tat's doesn't mean i look like Malay!!! I work 10 hours a day... Each hour i can earn RM3... quite much^^ minus one hour break time.. then i will work 9 hours a day^^ Tat's RM27 per day...then a month i can earn RM700++( not yet minus off day )
well, once i stepped in popular, i hav a bit regret tat y i should as working in popular... coz my legs started feel painness even there is first day of working... then how i gonna work in de past days...Haiz...
Ok, tat's for me today... New year is coming...
Happy New Year^^

Last Greeting 2009

Today is 25 of Dis 2009, last night i hanging out wif frens, Shau Wei, Fui Fui, David, King Yie, n King Feng in Parkson...most of them gonna leaving soon for further study...
Wat had happened yesterday while still refresh in my mind, i will wrote on tis to stamp all de sweet memories when wif frens...
Wat had happened yesterday is inforgettable.... Eveythings went so fast...Haiz...
Well, stop emo'ing...last night at 5pm, i went to Shau wei's house to wait FuiFui, then we will go to Parkson by Shau Wei's car... N i remember i said: Is it safety taking ur car?.. Haha><
While we arrived Parkson, we booked de ticket first we went for dinner...
First of all, we went for Bistro... juz coz of de price, we changed place...ok b4 tat, we sat in Bistro, de waiter served us the best they can, but still we cant make de decision wat should we eat, n de waiter n waitress tried so hard n they gt omos success....
But so bad, we changed our mind, we went to Mc Donald^^
Well, Mc Donald was quite nice... no regret><
Then at 7.15pm, we went for snookering... King Yie was a noob tat was a beginner... but he was so lucky tat he successfully gt more score than me....@#$%^&*(!!!!!
At 8pm, we went for cinema, ok tell u sumthing... Yesterday is de first time i entered de cinema... ya, believe me><
Ok now i tell u all tat, movie 'Avatar' was perfectly done!!! I LIKE IT!!! really...
ok ...erm.... after tat, we went for supper... There were very serious traffic jam... so we were so rush on our supper.. no taking photos...haiz... so sad..T.T
Ok, tat's for it for yesterday... i m so happy while hanging wif u guys...
THX U^^

Day BY Day..~

Once i lie on my bed, i started feel so sad, everything in my sight are dark, black in colour.... n there were somethings in my mind, tat's ... another midnight came...
Once i open my eyes, i started feel so sad, everything in my sight are bright, colourful n yellowish of beaming sunlight... sumthing appear in my mind, tat's ...another morning came...
Everything goes so fast.. everything... should i be happy?...o sad? so wat can i do is appreaciate time, friendship, carrer, family... o love...LOL, i hav luv, which given from my family... but not from my beloved...haiz...
Erm... i think i should 4get her, i used to luv her so much but i hated  her so deep as well... She was in relationship now, should i break in to their world? of course not, don be selfish Looleo, u will find ur love one in ur future, hu are even prettier n sexier n more brilliant than her...^^
Ok...one more to say: I will forget u, maybe .... u r not my love one...^^

Tears for frens... 5A1's prom night 2009~

Sob sob... I  m sitting in front of de com.. typing tis story.... Now i m still can feel..last night, wat is happening... Well, there r certain distance from here to Park City Everly Hotel, there r certain distance of several hours since last night til now...haiz.... I nid to be happy o sad><

Last night, maybe around 7, most of my dear dear classmates came, i m so happy^^ hahaz... i sat on de first table, n ...talked to Terrence...I said :''2day is our last day, there r 4 more hours left!" LOL, i hav a bit sad....

I think i m damn fool, everyone is so happy enjoying their food, taking photos....

Actually i hav a wish...tat is i wish tat i can take de photos wif every classmates but i din..haiz...i m damn big regret on my thought...

well, actually i wan to say tat....hi fren...erm... quite a simple n wierd..hahaz...erm... I love u all^^...hahaz..T.T i m crying >

Firstly, i m so sry for treating some fren so bad.... second, i m so sry tat i din take tis opputunities to take photo wif every classmate...but i only gt a few... Frens i m begging pls don lost contact...I m so hurt... LOL It's finally over...i don wan tat fast... LOL...it's over? we still can meet...but y i m so sad ...T.T... I WAN EVERYONE PICS.....haiz...

Of course, i can get de pics, but i m so so scare tat i cant..T.T...last night, after go home, i cant sleep n keep on thinking bout de prom night, i m keeping on regret on y i din take pics wif frens...Haiz... I wish tat anyone can help me to get de pics to me, pls><

Ok, tat's it for tis, love u frens n i will owas glad to be ur fren n thx u for being my fren, tis is my largest happiness in my life since i born....

THX U, MY FREN!!^^

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Deep lies~

LOL...tis story is so hurt for me, well actually i cant write it here coz it seem i m selfish, i juz let ppl know hu is hurting me...tis kinda not respect them...though tis story is hurt, but i m still cant forget it coz i luv her so much n it is memorable, sry my fren tat i use to drop down here as part of my memory...hope u all don angry at me><

ok de story started, let's M is de person i love, W n L are her fren...
on de night of my birthday, at 2am, i told her i loved her...lol XD
as i aspected, she rejected><, nvm i don angry n a bit sad...hahaz..my life, for sure still goes as usual...
after a while, in facebook, fren for sale, i try to keep her by my side but she said LL(her bf o....) wan her to keep him...Tat LL owas took away her from me....but as a good gamer, i will owas win...tis time i can win for sure but in order to respect her decision n i know she wan to keep him herself n he wan to her too, so i gav up...i lose to a boy..haiz..
so i try to trick her, i said 'tat boy is ur bf ha?' Then her ans has taken aback me...she said 'i don know hu is he'.. tat time i m so hurt...n say ntg..y she wan to lie to me...at least u can say he is ur fren ma..
de same question repeat twice in other time...then she said tat he is her fren again...i m sad n angry tat time..
I know they hav started n i should not step into their world...she told everything to 2 of their fren...n 1 of them is my best fren to me as well... i n M share everything to W...M share everything to W n L, i m so angry y M share to L as well... They so very very close like best fren, for her, share thing to best fren is right...n i started to think tat i m so selfish...i oso think tat everything M hav make it wrong, i should not tell her i loved her..
then i started angry wif M...
At de same time, they know i know wat they r doing..so they ask W to say sorry to me...EVERTHING IS NOT W WRONG...but is M wrong...or may be is my wrong too coz i m too selfish i think..
ok fine, i started being cooler wif them in months...i don care...tis is myself, i hate ppl lie to me, n I HATE PPL HU DO WRONG N NOT SAYING SRY TO ME BUT ASKING PPL HU IS INNOCENT(W) DO TAT....DO U THINK HU U R HA? I M NVR THINK TAT IS W WRONG BUT ISSS M...
DO U THINK I STILL LIKE U HA?!!! I STILL HATE U!!!
in de real life, we r juz fren...n i hav pretend, actually u r disgusting....W, thx u for giving so much help...is not ur fault...n i hav 4giv u^^
I THINK I M SELFISH BUT I M HAPPY...LIE TO ME HA?!! ASK W TO SAY SRY TO ME HA?!!! ACT LIKE NTG HAPPEN HA?!! FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS HARD AS STONE HA?!!

ok...i don mind if u see tis post...
Hav a nice day..