Deep lies~

LOL...tis story is so hurt for me, well actually i cant write it here coz it seem i m selfish, i juz let ppl know hu is hurting me...tis kinda not respect them...though tis story is hurt, but i m still cant forget it coz i luv her so much n it is memorable, sry my fren tat i use to drop down here as part of my memory...hope u all don angry at me><

ok de story started, let's M is de person i love, W n L are her fren...
on de night of my birthday, at 2am, i told her i loved her...lol XD
as i aspected, she rejected><, nvm i don angry n a bit sad...hahaz..my life, for sure still goes as usual...
after a while, in facebook, fren for sale, i try to keep her by my side but she said LL(her bf o....) wan her to keep him...Tat LL owas took away her from me....but as a good gamer, i will owas win...tis time i can win for sure but in order to respect her decision n i know she wan to keep him herself n he wan to her too, so i gav up...i lose to a boy..haiz..
so i try to trick her, i said 'tat boy is ur bf ha?' Then her ans has taken aback me...she said 'i don know hu is he'.. tat time i m so hurt...n say ntg..y she wan to lie to me...at least u can say he is ur fren ma..
de same question repeat twice in other time...then she said tat he is her fren again...i m sad n angry tat time..
I know they hav started n i should not step into their world...she told everything to 2 of their fren...n 1 of them is my best fren to me as well... i n M share everything to W...M share everything to W n L, i m so angry y M share to L as well... They so very very close like best fren, for her, share thing to best fren is right...n i started to think tat i m so selfish...i oso think tat everything M hav make it wrong, i should not tell her i loved her..
then i started angry wif M...
At de same time, they know i know wat they r doing..so they ask W to say sorry to me...EVERTHING IS NOT W WRONG...but is M wrong...or may be is my wrong too coz i m too selfish i think..
ok fine, i started being cooler wif them in months...i don care...tis is myself, i hate ppl lie to me, n I HATE PPL HU DO WRONG N NOT SAYING SRY TO ME BUT ASKING PPL HU IS INNOCENT(W) DO TAT....DO U THINK HU U R HA? I M NVR THINK TAT IS W WRONG BUT ISSS M...
DO U THINK I STILL LIKE U HA?!!! I STILL HATE U!!!
in de real life, we r juz fren...n i hav pretend, actually u r disgusting....W, thx u for giving so much help...is not ur fault...n i hav 4giv u^^
I THINK I M SELFISH BUT I M HAPPY...LIE TO ME HA?!! ASK W TO SAY SRY TO ME HA?!!! ACT LIKE NTG HAPPEN HA?!! FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS HARD AS STONE HA?!!

ok...i don mind if u see tis post...
Hav a nice day..

My 18th birthday^^

On my 7 of Aug 2009, tat;s my 18th birthday...tat's my unforgetable birthday as well since now..
ok de story begun, while i m studying, my sis ask me bout de mousehunt in de living room... so as usual, i go n giv a help^^
Suddenly, my mom scold me quickly go back to room n study, so as usual, i go back^^
Weird, de room is so dark... something so bright in front of my sight, i go nearer...
OMG...it;s a birthday cake...i m omos cry, n it's so touch..
then i n my bro sing de song n celebrate coz tat cake is set for my bro n me as our birthdate as so near^^
hahaz...tat's it..
I know it's sound simple...but it is meaningful for me^^

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